It is amazing what a difference a couple of days can make. This weekend I was in the worst mood ever, feeling very lonely, bored, and unaccomplished. I was probably feeling this way for many reasons, 1. Because I am not working I have way too much free time, and I do not do well with a lot of free time, 2. I normally do not take my adderall on the weekends-something that I think I am going to change because the difference it makes is amazing, 3. I missed my family! The weekends are always the hardest-I just want to hop in my car and drive to see them! 4. I was lonely-I am beginning to get to know some people down here but I'm thinking I have some self confidence issues because I don't fully feel myself around anyone down here. That needs to change fast.
This week however I'm feeling much better. The 4 things I noted above still apply but I feel like I am handling it better. During the week I have more to keep me busy and getting to classes and being around people helps.
So I woke up this morning with a new drive! I am going to put this new found ability to focus and get things accomplish to good use and use my day off to get things done. Recently my mind has gone from a jumbled mess where I could barely here myself think to a place where I could have clear and complete thoughts. Its amazing what a difference that has made in my lift-for instance I can actually sit down and write without getting lost in my own thoughts.
Well I need to take this drive and apply it to that essay that is due tomorrow! I am so ready for this semester to be over.
Peace. Love. Dream
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